Today my sisters' friend who already know my sister thing come to me ask about my sister!!
But i just once my sister friend only .I think i can trust she will not tell to other people or her friend!!
Today so boring at school!! nothing to do at school. Just chatting with friend only. After that i go library. At that i saw my friends, wendy n ah leong!! After that,wendy's friend come also. He teach Wendy math.
HEHE!!
I feel that guy not like form 6 because he not clever woh! BUt i heard from Wendy ,he study at Sam Tet which for me is good school n have many smart student study at there...BUt.....Why??? Hehe...
Is it i think Im clever ?
Why I say like that is Because when he teach Wendy he also have somthing don't know..but I think he already forget jor...!!
Hehe...english literature also have said don't think too successful and don't to show off our clever for someone to see it, they will think you so sombong!! And don't too proud sendiri is clever than other people!
Actually he is O.K. lah, friend call he ,then he say yes then come out but just late abit!!....
HAHA!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
already find back my sister!!
We already find back my sister. Yesterday she takes bus goes to taiping. She goes to my grandmother house!
This message is from my uncle. My grandmother’s neighbor ask my mother when my mother phone to ask is it my sister at there.
They ask why alone come to taiping without family. Then my mother tell them and call my grandmum don’t give money to my sister. My sister so brave go to taiping which so far away from ipoh and she just alone!
This message is from my uncle. My grandmother’s neighbor ask my mother when my mother phone to ask is it my sister at there.
They ask why alone come to taiping without family. Then my mother tell them and call my grandmum don’t give money to my sister. My sister so brave go to taiping which so far away from ipoh and she just alone!
I started to worry she will go where……….
Today is the first day my sister run away from house.
Yesterday before dinner time, I sit in front of computer online and my sister is beside me and she call me later hers turn to play computer and online.
Before that, my mother said later don’t want give my sister touch personal computer because after she online, computer detect many small tiny virus from scanning AVG Virus. So my mother make an order don’t let she play computer. So this I don’t go away from computer and I don’t say anything to my sister. Then she say if I don’t give she play then一拍两散。But I also don’t go away from computer’s chair and sit there don’t say anything. She said again after 10 minute if I don’t go away then she will let me know something. Then she straight away goes back to her room.
After 10 minute, she come out her room and said “You really don’t want give me play, then ok!” then she pull the telephone line which is connect to computer modem and telephone then she take away, tile together and take to her room and keep it don’t let us take from her. That we can’t online and she also can’t use computer. My mother says if she later doesn’t give out the wire then my mother will punish her and beat her. But she still doesn’t give it out.
The peperangan antara ahli rumah saya telah bermula!
After my mother, dad and also my aunty playing mahjong, my mother ask again, she still don’t want give us the wire! My mother finds the Rotan and goes to her room start to scold her and beat her. She said loudly to my mother she call my mum out from her room, my mum sure don’t want. Then she take the 衣架 from her cupboard and scold my mum and say it again out from her room. Same it, my mother don’t want go out because she still keep the computer wire. Then my sister start to beat use that衣架 and my mother use Rotan to beat. Then my dad don’t tahan that of thing happen between them, he take the belt go straight to her room and beat. My dad says “say sorry to mother” my sister says she don’t have ant fault and why she want to apologize to my mother. Then my dad use belt to beat her with the strong power.
After 10 minute my dad finish beat my sister, my sister run away from home. My dad calls police from Bercham and Simee. He say want send her to pusat pemulihan better dirogol oleh orang lain. At that time the clock show the time is 8.45p.m.
The clock show the time near 11.00 p.m., my dad start go out find her, before that we already phone sisters’ friend and they say she don’t stay at their home. My dad also call my cousin biao ge and tang ge help my dad go around to find my sister back. But my sister also not yet come back when the time is 12.30am already. Then my dad back and stop finding.
I started to worry she will go where……….
Yesterday before dinner time, I sit in front of computer online and my sister is beside me and she call me later hers turn to play computer and online.
Before that, my mother said later don’t want give my sister touch personal computer because after she online, computer detect many small tiny virus from scanning AVG Virus. So my mother make an order don’t let she play computer. So this I don’t go away from computer and I don’t say anything to my sister. Then she say if I don’t give she play then一拍两散。But I also don’t go away from computer’s chair and sit there don’t say anything. She said again after 10 minute if I don’t go away then she will let me know something. Then she straight away goes back to her room.
After 10 minute, she come out her room and said “You really don’t want give me play, then ok!” then she pull the telephone line which is connect to computer modem and telephone then she take away, tile together and take to her room and keep it don’t let us take from her. That we can’t online and she also can’t use computer. My mother says if she later doesn’t give out the wire then my mother will punish her and beat her. But she still doesn’t give it out.
The peperangan antara ahli rumah saya telah bermula!
After my mother, dad and also my aunty playing mahjong, my mother ask again, she still don’t want give us the wire! My mother finds the Rotan and goes to her room start to scold her and beat her. She said loudly to my mother she call my mum out from her room, my mum sure don’t want. Then she take the 衣架 from her cupboard and scold my mum and say it again out from her room. Same it, my mother don’t want go out because she still keep the computer wire. Then my sister start to beat use that衣架 and my mother use Rotan to beat. Then my dad don’t tahan that of thing happen between them, he take the belt go straight to her room and beat. My dad says “say sorry to mother” my sister says she don’t have ant fault and why she want to apologize to my mother. Then my dad use belt to beat her with the strong power.
After 10 minute my dad finish beat my sister, my sister run away from home. My dad calls police from Bercham and Simee. He say want send her to pusat pemulihan better dirogol oleh orang lain. At that time the clock show the time is 8.45p.m.
The clock show the time near 11.00 p.m., my dad start go out find her, before that we already phone sisters’ friend and they say she don’t stay at their home. My dad also call my cousin biao ge and tang ge help my dad go around to find my sister back. But my sister also not yet come back when the time is 12.30am already. Then my dad back and stop finding.
I started to worry she will go where……….
Sunday, October 26, 2008
A letter from Singapore!
Today i just receive a letter from singapore. That letter is from managent development institute of singapore (MDIS).
When i read it, the course that I can and which I 'm intersting is diploma in travel and hospitality management. Duration is 7 semester and the fees is S$5200.00.
For me, i feel that is cheap compare to the INTI College but if I study at singapore sure must live at singapore alone without any friends...
Haiz!!!
But I sure will not study at singapore which is too far from my family and friends!!
When i read it, the course that I can and which I 'm intersting is diploma in travel and hospitality management. Duration is 7 semester and the fees is S$5200.00.
For me, i feel that is cheap compare to the INTI College but if I study at singapore sure must live at singapore alone without any friends...
Haiz!!!
But I sure will not study at singapore which is too far from my family and friends!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
SPM is near...
Now my feeling very pelik because now my feeling is happy or scare or don’t know lah!!!
Now I very blur blur...
SPM is near. 11-11-2008 is my first day starting my final exam in my secondary school and end the examination at 1-12-2008. These date I sure wont forget because that examination also makes decision in my whole life time.
Its decision I want go to continue study or start working. Its also decide I want go to study form 6 or college.
Now I can’t do anything to change that and I too worry about that.
But now I really can do is study hard and hard to improve all my subject. Take a better result in SPM examination, if can take good result is better than better result lah!!
Now I very blur blur...
SPM is near. 11-11-2008 is my first day starting my final exam in my secondary school and end the examination at 1-12-2008. These date I sure wont forget because that examination also makes decision in my whole life time.
Its decision I want go to continue study or start working. Its also decide I want go to study form 6 or college.
Now I can’t do anything to change that and I too worry about that.
But now I really can do is study hard and hard to improve all my subject. Take a better result in SPM examination, if can take good result is better than better result lah!!
They already din talk long time!
This few day, in my family happen a lot of thing which I can’t imagine.
I started to worry about much thing, like family.
My sister and my mother didn’t talk with each other long time, near one month! But I still can’t solve it. I really scare they will not talk again. Last Saturday, my mother went out bought loteri and bought something for us to eat. At that time, my sister and my dad not yet came back. Then my brother, my mum and I eat together. After a few minute, my sister and dad also come back. Then I ask my sister want to eat thing which is my mum buy, then she give me response and she said becareful later someone put poison in the food you also don’t know.Washai...She say like that!!!
When she say it I very angry, but I also can’t say anything because they are in “cold fight”. My dad tell me both of them also having bad habits and their “pi qing” also bad.
When they will stop this kind of “cold fight”?
But I think is when ones say sorry just can solve this fight.
Haiz… This stupid of idea sure wont happen on both of them…
I started to worry about much thing, like family.
My sister and my mother didn’t talk with each other long time, near one month! But I still can’t solve it. I really scare they will not talk again. Last Saturday, my mother went out bought loteri and bought something for us to eat. At that time, my sister and my dad not yet came back. Then my brother, my mum and I eat together. After a few minute, my sister and dad also come back. Then I ask my sister want to eat thing which is my mum buy, then she give me response and she said becareful later someone put poison in the food you also don’t know.Washai...She say like that!!!
When she say it I very angry, but I also can’t say anything because they are in “cold fight”. My dad tell me both of them also having bad habits and their “pi qing” also bad.
When they will stop this kind of “cold fight”?
But I think is when ones say sorry just can solve this fight.
Haiz… This stupid of idea sure wont happen on both of them…
Thursday, October 9, 2008
My trial examination’s result is out......
So bad my trial exam!! Haiz... But I already try my best.. These are my mark for every subject and the grad!!
Bahasa Malaysia---------------------------54---6C
Bahasa Cina---------------------------------58---6C
Bahasa Inggeris-----------------------------43---7D
Pendidikan Moral--------------------------56---6C
Sejarah----------------------------------------18---9G
Modern Mathematics----------------------87---1A
Additional mathematics------------------52---6C
Chemistry-------------------------------------62---5C
Physics------------------------------------------65---4B
Prinsip Akaun--------------------------------53---6C
English for Science and Technology------48---7E
Bahasa Malaysia---------------------------54---6C
Bahasa Cina---------------------------------58---6C
Bahasa Inggeris-----------------------------43---7D
Pendidikan Moral--------------------------56---6C
Sejarah----------------------------------------18---9G
Modern Mathematics----------------------87---1A
Additional mathematics------------------52---6C
Chemistry-------------------------------------62---5C
Physics------------------------------------------65---4B
Prinsip Akaun--------------------------------53---6C
English for Science and Technology------48---7E
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Sad because my forecast result.
Today I’m very sad because my forecast result... Although my result are passing and didn’t have any subject fail yet, I also don’t like my result. Although my result have one A, I also don’t like my result. My result just forty and fifty mark some thing only.
Actually, I have a bit don’t like other people who are get higher mark than me. They all already improve many, including my class monitor who always fails many subjects but I know she is good in math. Now her forecast result is better than me. I feel I’m always good and always take the best result in math but she already exceed my result. Her English, account and other subject also exceed my mark. I can see she put more effort in this forecast exam. I very sad because I can’t take another 3 A’s in add math, physics and chemistry although I take A in math but for me 87% is bad mark. I have many confidences in my physics and add math but I only take grad C. Furthermore, my add math drop from 72% to 52% and my math also from 91% drop to 87%. I’m really sad.
Shiow Chian, my classmate who is good in account. She also get 3 A’s in her math, add math and account. I’m very worry about their results will exceed my results much better. I very scare. I started to scare about that. I worry I will lose anything. I don’t like and hate the feeling of loses. Every people also don’t like lose and wanted win everything. That mean, I’m a “kiasu” people.
Today, English teacher ask at class “who is good in math?” .Everyone say is me. Then teacher call me help her to count the total mark of English and EST. Although it is proud for me, I don’t like that because when my math become badly, none of people will say to you, talk with you and they maybe will go far from me. Then I’m will find a hole to bury my self.
Now, I started to have scare feeling in my future. I started to feel don’t want to study after SPM. Because I want everything is prefect and everything must be in good, the best in everything in my life. I will a decision; maybe I don’t want to continue to study after SPM although forecast result and my SPM result is in good or bad. I’m just wanted to be a part time job worker then I will feel that enough for me in my life.
Actually, I have a bit don’t like other people who are get higher mark than me. They all already improve many, including my class monitor who always fails many subjects but I know she is good in math. Now her forecast result is better than me. I feel I’m always good and always take the best result in math but she already exceed my result. Her English, account and other subject also exceed my mark. I can see she put more effort in this forecast exam. I very sad because I can’t take another 3 A’s in add math, physics and chemistry although I take A in math but for me 87% is bad mark. I have many confidences in my physics and add math but I only take grad C. Furthermore, my add math drop from 72% to 52% and my math also from 91% drop to 87%. I’m really sad.
Shiow Chian, my classmate who is good in account. She also get 3 A’s in her math, add math and account. I’m very worry about their results will exceed my results much better. I very scare. I started to scare about that. I worry I will lose anything. I don’t like and hate the feeling of loses. Every people also don’t like lose and wanted win everything. That mean, I’m a “kiasu” people.
Today, English teacher ask at class “who is good in math?” .Everyone say is me. Then teacher call me help her to count the total mark of English and EST. Although it is proud for me, I don’t like that because when my math become badly, none of people will say to you, talk with you and they maybe will go far from me. Then I’m will find a hole to bury my self.
Now, I started to have scare feeling in my future. I started to feel don’t want to study after SPM. Because I want everything is prefect and everything must be in good, the best in everything in my life. I will a decision; maybe I don’t want to continue to study after SPM although forecast result and my SPM result is in good or bad. I’m just wanted to be a part time job worker then I will feel that enough for me in my life.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Why I have this kind of sister?
I’m sad because my family.. Before that my daddy and mummy quarrelling each other .. At that time, I very scare and crying out in room. My brother also crying beside me in my room! At the midnight, they quarrel very loudly sound. But now both of them already nothing and both of them also talking to each other. Happily and laugh out loudly together.
Today, I think no! Because my sister quarrel again with my mother again. This time my sister quarrel with y mother very “big”. This morning she quarrel, she say she don’t want do housework and don’t want to help my mother do any thing. She also say she swear “I’m XXX(my sister) don’t want be XXX(my mother) daughter already.” Them my mum call her go pray in front of God. Then she throw her mop which is he do half way mopping and straight go in front of God and say out loudly. Them run to her room!
I’m very scare, I’m very scare I loss my younger sister… But when they quarreling, I didn’t have any response. I didn’t cry and sad and I didn’t to advise them because I feel this is my sister’s fault. Then my mother punishs my sister with cane. My sister cry and cry. But I also didn’t to stop them!! I sudden felt my self so “cool”!
I don’t know why I became like that. Maybe I agree my mother said that. I’m became a daughter is respect parent and help parent to ligten their load. But my sister didn’t. I scare my sister will became bad and stubborn and not respectfully.
I am scare and sad why I have like that kind of sister. Why?
Today, I think no! Because my sister quarrel again with my mother again. This time my sister quarrel with y mother very “big”. This morning she quarrel, she say she don’t want do housework and don’t want to help my mother do any thing. She also say she swear “I’m XXX(my sister) don’t want be XXX(my mother) daughter already.” Them my mum call her go pray in front of God. Then she throw her mop which is he do half way mopping and straight go in front of God and say out loudly. Them run to her room!
I’m very scare, I’m very scare I loss my younger sister… But when they quarreling, I didn’t have any response. I didn’t cry and sad and I didn’t to advise them because I feel this is my sister’s fault. Then my mother punishs my sister with cane. My sister cry and cry. But I also didn’t to stop them!! I sudden felt my self so “cool”!
I don’t know why I became like that. Maybe I agree my mother said that. I’m became a daughter is respect parent and help parent to ligten their load. But my sister didn’t. I scare my sister will became bad and stubborn and not respectfully.
I am scare and sad why I have like that kind of sister. Why?
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
wake up at midnight to write a blog without permission!!
Yertesday he did call me at night! He have a 习惯, that is every day before I sleep sure have a night call... But yesterday he didn't have...Because he is at cyber cafe!不方便 to call me at there....
Actually I don knw why I don't like people go cyber cafe because at there for me is a place for people to smoke, to join friends, to play computer games, to chat loudly and more! So i didn't go in before....
I have a little bit 不爽的心情 because he didn't call me yesterday because he is in cyber cafe... But nevermind lah!! HE wanted to play games and also chatting with his friends who is already long time didn't have meet each other... But don't let me know he have a smoke at there.... Don't let me kow he at there join smoker.... I'm not bloking he make friends but all people know if you join with smoker, your healthy also will affected! His healthy alredy not good, I'm scare about his any thing! Hopefully this all thing will not come true....
When say about dreams coming true, he also say he wanted paktor with me and go whole of world to play... Haha.... Who don't want? If have chances I sure wanted to go with you!
Actually I don knw why I don't like people go cyber cafe because at there for me is a place for people to smoke, to join friends, to play computer games, to chat loudly and more! So i didn't go in before....
I have a little bit 不爽的心情 because he didn't call me yesterday because he is in cyber cafe... But nevermind lah!! HE wanted to play games and also chatting with his friends who is already long time didn't have meet each other... But don't let me know he have a smoke at there.... Don't let me kow he at there join smoker.... I'm not bloking he make friends but all people know if you join with smoker, your healthy also will affected! His healthy alredy not good, I'm scare about his any thing! Hopefully this all thing will not come true....
When say about dreams coming true, he also say he wanted paktor with me and go whole of world to play... Haha.... Who don't want? If have chances I sure wanted to go with you!
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