开心的第一天。。

我挽回成功！

我要改变一下我的一切。。。

包括小气脾气，霸道的语言。。。

我曾经伤害他很深。。。

深到彼此心中有一条疤痕。。

一条伤到很深的疤痕。。。

不过我现在和他在回一起真的很开心。。。

我知道我还爱他。。

所以之前曾经追求我的。。

我都会拿他来比较。。。

比来比去。。。

都是他最好。。

疼我、爱我、关心我。。。

我爱他。。。

直到永远。。

你听到了吗？

I LOVE YOU UNTIL FOREVER。。。。

我想要男友的首位条件。。。

I really feel boring in single life!
I want a boyfriend...
HaHa!!!
But sure hard to find...
Although have and he very near me, I also can't chase he....
Because...
I want a boyfriend sure have these as basic--

~elder than me (one days younger than me I will feel that...erm..hard to explain the feeling.)
~no smoking (got drink beer nevermind,because i also got drink it.)
~clever than me is better (I mean the study higher than me.)
~have a good background (good family background.)
~rich (medium also can)
~care people (especially is girlfriend)
~handsome (this sure lah, is not u wan ugly boyfriend?)
~don't want terdekut ( but too waste money also can't)

But the first is he want love me!

I don't care anything or other people said me like too straight forward but I.........
I don't know!!!
Haiz, so bad!!

Another 严重 case happen on me again !!

I feel angry...
The another 严重 case happen on me again!!
This time I really feel very angry on he!!!
He do this kind of things, I really cant forgive he!!!
I angry he know and can see clearly from my face and no replying sms to he!
I angry he know and can see clearly from we work time no talk and no chit chat to he!
Now he say ( this is last time he send a long message for me)

Siew...Pls read my last talking(wrong word-message).I cant talk face to face to u. U oso will very angry when i talking. I see u, now u very scare and hate me. M I very dirty already? I m very shy my self. U hate me never mind. Pls don't scare me. Next time I'll talk u for working only. I wont do any other thing. Pls believe me. I scare one more, u'll stop job(why i is me stop my job that ur false). You don't want see me, I'll move form mp5. Next time never disturb u. Very sorry....
Good nite....

After I read it I didn't reply his message...
because i still angry until now!

I think back yesterday night! !!!

I feel that realy make me very scare!!!
Yestetday night...
nearly 11.30pm
I alreally finish my work, then all the kitchen staff finish punch their card then wait outside...
After I close account....
I call the captain Soe help me to punch when he at behind punching his card.
Then I keep the money in cash box...
Soe came out from kitchen then i ask got help me to punch or not!!
He said no!
Haiz...
I go back kitchen which alreally close all the light left outside light and insect killer light only, kicthen also very dark!
I take up my card see..

Cheh! The captain Soe alreally help me to punch it...
Haiya, lie me!

Soe stand behind me smile.
Before I want go out, he suddenly hug me from behind!
I suddenly shocks...
I say don't like that, he say nan chit tal(mean i love you in myanmar)
I really shock, then i push he back and go outside!
He tell me don't angry!
I take my handbag then wait outside MP!
After i go back home, I guess he sure will sms me!
I no guess wrongly, he send a message at 12.30am ask me sleep already or not..
Then we smsing until 2.00am after i said to mim i very tired want sleep!

Haiz !!
Don't know is good thing for me or bad thing!

Go back to my school...

Yesterday, I go back to my school to see how my KRS junior change when they having marching at that time.
But when I go there, they like no any response. Wish me also like not eat breakfast and also want say twice times.
After that, another ex-senior which join KRS long time come back, they response very big, wish with big voice, shout out their happiness.
I feel that why they like that, is it I make any false, or I come wrong time to school!
I sudden feel sad, is it really I not respect from them?
I really feel disappointed from them.
I really feel that I’m not important from them, I’m not an ex-senior for them.
I think they don’t have is senior is better have it.
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~>.<~ ~>.<~

The day which shock in work

Haiz...
He really serious on me...
Today he off day, his partner and friend named Bo Bo...
I know something from he...
That is every day after Soe drunk will cry out and said to Bo Bo...
He tell Bo Bo,he serious on his Love...
Bo Bo said he at Myanmar no girlfriend and also busy on working...
Now he come to work at Malaysia almost 5 years..
He said out love me sure is serious...
But i already hurt his heart...
Because i straight forward to tell he...
Haiz....
Now how I to do?

Scare feeling from me!

Today abit boring...
No customer...
Only two table...
Haiz!!
This few days, I always call the Myanmar boy who chase me do the ice lemon chinese tea for me..
Because last time he work as bartender at Restaurant MP already 3.5 years...
He make the drink really good..
Sweet, not too sour...
enough for the taste...
Nice!!!
Now after he say he love me, do everything and say anythings become straight forwards...
I feel abit scare although nothing is bad for me, all is good, no bully me!
But i feel a little bit scare!
Don't know why!