Finish my examination

I really don’t what feeling I have now……

Now I just finish my exam, I can feel that I really bad on my first Form 6 examination.

I no try before my english essay write 2 paragraph.

Last time, although the title is hard, I sure will write something and try to don’t leave it blank.

But now I really leave it blank.

After my MUET exam, I tell my classmates, all of them not believe I only write like that.

I also can’t believe I really do such things.

Before that, my classmates like plan how to cheat.

I really feel sad n disappointed when they said like that.

They still said no cheat is impossible.

First day is test PA (general paper), quite important subject just like Malay in SPM.

And also chemistry.

PA I die jor, no study at all, but luckily is multiple choice question and got graph helped me, if not dead again.

Second day is test mathematics and physics.

Both subject are my favourite, but I really not enough time to finish and some question really difficult.

My classmates ask me: “You know how to do? I saw you write non-stop?”

“ I don’t have enough time to do ah! Haiz.. ”

“ Har~ we still have time to sleep because don’t know how to do then better sleep.”

At that second day, I know one thing that really make me sad, that is why he really cheat.

If really don’t how to do the maths then leave blank, why want to cheat, and my friend also let him copy.

Now got one week holiday, I really need do my own note last time Form 5.

Physics, Chemistry, mathematics and my Pengajian Am general paper.

I really tired, I need a small nap, only one day, Sunday.

Then Monday start my study now.

Bee Siew woh, how can’t do it..(this from my friend Reachel Ng said)

Thanks my friends and teachers to support and full considence on me.

My "schdule"

Long time nno updated my blog..
Because every day i went home nearly 6pm jor...
so left very less time to online to write my blog...sorry to my friends....

Now my "schedule " for every day is fully "book".
Monday
7.30am-3.40pm class study
5.30pm-7.30pm chemistry tuition
8.00pm reach home

Tuesday
7.30am-3.40pm class study
4.30pm-6.30pm physics tuition
7.30pm reach home

Wednesday
7.30am-3.40pm class study
3.40pm-5.30pm self study at school library
6.30pm reach home

Thursday
7.30am-1.05pm class study
1.30pm-3.30pm co-curiculum
5.30pm-7.30pm chemistry tuition
8.00pm reach home

Friday
7.30am-1.05pm class study
1.05pm-4.00pm co-curiculum
4.00pm-5.30pm self study at school library


These all schedule...
Is it very fully book leh?
So homework done oso dun have enough time to do revision...
So how to prepare my exam which coming soon...
haiz.... so cham..

4/7/2009

Today is Saturday.
Although is Saturday, I still need to go to school because attendance is compulsory.
Hari Anugerah is I attend the first activity in Sam Tet School.

Comment on Hari Anugerah:
Firstly is the band performance. Quite good.
Secondly, “speeching”…bored until die.
Then dance club performance—handkerchief dance.
Next is Tai Chi performance. Wah… very nice...
Then start giving the price to student who having good result. I saw many Leng Chai wear forma..

Then 9.40am, I go duty the computer club…
When start duty, very boring because no “business”. After a while, busy until no time to go toilet, busy until forget the time.

After that, I go parade dating with my dear.
Actually I want watch movie at cinema, but the time are no suitable.
Then we change to KBOX.
2 people in room. Then we got many private & confidential.
Haha…
Then “happying” and “sweeting” and “XXX” !!!
The “XXX” only me n dear know this what..
Dear!! Muakz… love you so much!!!

K^.^C
[LoV3][4eVe]
B^.^S

小南国大饭店

星期日，我一家人到我家附近的店——小南国大饭店，享用我们的晚餐。

我们点了瓦煲咖哩鱼片、罗汉斋、招牌北京豆腐、奶油撒尿虾和一壶独树香茶。

菜肴不错，我爸和婆婆一直不停赞决那瓦煲咖哩鱼片，很好吃！

我和我妹妹吃了很多不同的菇，有冬菇、草菇、金针菇……很美味。

晚餐吃完了……付钱时候到了！

咦，这样便宜的？

*瓦煲咖哩鱼片-----RM18

*罗汉斋--------------RM12

*招牌北京豆腐-----RM 8

*奶油撒尿虾--------RM12

哈哈……下次晚餐一定再来吃！一定再点我爸挚爱的瓦煲咖哩鱼片。

I'm so happy on this answer from you

I hear my boyfriend my dear friends break already.

What happen on them? They just start their love? Why so fast break?

What’s wrong on them? Is it boy’s fault or girl’s fault?

But I’m just know from my dear is girl tell break to boy!

Haiz….

So sad on it!

Some friends ask me, why my boyfriend and I’s love relationship still can “tahan” so long time?

I answer I also don’t why!

This question I ask back to my dear through Skype with videocall.

He answer me these:

Because I love you!

That is my real answer.

You also know lah! Before these were many things happen! That is not happy!

But when I think when alone

I think that I love you, and then I can accept what thing was happen

Something I was not happy that was happen

But not happy then can do what

I love you and I want you

Then I just keep it in heart and forget it

I always hope that you treat me good and when I happy and I can forget what thing has happen before

You say correct

You have done many things that make me sad

But I love u

So I choose to forget it and think of why you will like tat

And I will think because is me not good enough

So I try my best to do all the thing and make u happy

That’s why we can together till now.

This is my answer.

After I hear his answer, I straight close our video call and close my web camera!

I start crying out with my tear.

I really cry because I really happy and “gan dong” about that!

Thank you, dear!

I also love you so much!

Where my Mickey Mouse MP3?

I really don't know at where it placed?
Inside my room? Inside my brother room? Inside my parent room?
Or inside my living room? Inside my kitchen?
After I found...
Haiz...Also make me dispointed...

I can't found it...
That really a special thing...
My first birthday present from my dear I make missing!!
I really sad..
All my brother fault...He make it missing...
I very angry on him...I no talk to him whole night.. No any response to my brother when he call me ask somethings call me co somethings...

I really crying out...
This my second time i make my present which my dear given missing..
Once is keychain from singapore which is first present for me..
Second is this mickey mp3 which is my first birthday present from my dear...
I really sad..
No mood now..
No energy scold people...No energy eat corn when all my family members eat...No energy play games....
Haiz...
Where are "you"?

What is 缘分?

What is 缘分?
缘分is......
I also don't know how to answer it in correct way!
But for me I think is all happens in both of people are in same time, all things which both of people like are same, all things buy, eat.....are the same!!!

These all not happen on my boyfriend and I, but all these happens on my class monitor, Tao Wei and me.
Last week, got some classmates said Tao Wei and I got “road”. @.@
They said like this is because of we always together.
When recess time, we no go out eat, study in class together, revise homework together in class.
After school time, I group study with he again and another friend name Sook Peng and Sook Peng upper six friend at school library until 5pm.
After group study, we tuition together again!
Sometime we argue together, laugh together in class!
Today, I know one more thing, his hand phone model also same with me!
Why ????

Why these all not happens on me and boyfriend?
Haiyo!!!
Dear, don't angry!!!