HAPPY TIGER NEW YEAR

New Year is Coming~~
Later I need to back home early to clean house alone!!!!!
Seih loh..
Sure tired until die, plus I'm having ...........
Haiz....
Tired plus bleeding plus sweating....

At house, lipat baju, sapu lantai, mop lantai, hang the new year decoration outside the house, clean window, iron the clothes..... sei loh........
Im alone how to finish it at one night.
My daddy, mummy, and sister working, my brother still at school, left me....
My handphone nearly no credit...
I think only the "Music" accompany me.
Music, hi-fi, amplifier, TV.....
Haiz......

But lasty I still need to wish All My friends...
HAPPY TIGER NEW YEAR!!!

After had a talk to teacher

Yesterday, I go found my class teacher to ask about change class.
Before that, I don't think is possible to have the chance to change it, but at least asked.
The answer still the same. NO!
The reason is because out STPM angka giliran is fixed.
Haiz.....Never mind lah. Keep the same in now.

Then teacher ask me to sit down had a talk.
I already felt that teacher wanted to ask about what.

"Bee Siew, you change a lot compare to last year."
"Ya, in study, I changed a lot, because some 'forces' to push me in front!"
"You mean HE?"
"Not only HE, acually whole gang make me wanted to study hard. Then I need to study hard, SO that I'm no lose to them."
"Actually I can see clearly you and HE and the gang had a gap."
"I also don't know that. He said 'we can't be couple, we still be friends', but I can't see that, because no talk to each other."
"Why you don't try to talk with him?"
"I'm girl, don't wanted to the first."
"......"
"Actually I also don't know what things happen between of us to have that gap.Fine. Now I'm just wanted to study hard only."

Above that dialog had edited. Some too private can't share to us. Sorry.

But after I talk with teacher, I'm blurring. But I still don't know how to solve it.
Blur~~Blur~~ and Blur~~

Miss Feeling

Two days….

No Sms....

Because my handphone no credits.

RM0.00~~~~~~~~~~

Pitynya...

Miss you.......

I think maybe when Chinese New Year, I'll be go P.Pangkor to take more angpau.

The first day of New Year, I go Malim Nawar, then Kampar.

Second day, stay at Ipoh my grandmum house.

Third day, go taiping.

MAybe fifth day just go Lumut.

Then Friday, go Parade gather with my best friends....

Kaka......

But all still don't know yet.

Still not confirm yet.

No Title

I felt that I'm become bad girl.
I wanna YOU all dead soon..

Just express it

Open school how many days?
14 days......
Stress in Upper Six?
No~~~
Relax In Upper Six Also?
Also NO~~~
Err... how to express my feeling now ?
Emn~~~ Don't know...

Homework?
Finish...
Tuition and coco timetable?
Already arrange properly..
Then any things do?
Err... don't know again....

Now i started back "it" again....
No lie, honest....
First time go far alone by bus.
A bit scare..
But i get "it" back....

Maybe someone understand I say what,
But maybe someone don't understand also.

I'm just nothings to do.
Post some nonsense here.
Hehe....

My 1st F6 WORST result

Today, I receive all my first examination subjects' result.
Worst worst and worst.
Now I really believe my senior said:"We not count A's, is count PASS."
Haiz... so sad but I already know my result will very bad.

Below is my BAD, WORST result.

General paper---45
Physics----------20
Chemistry-------40
Mathematics----39
MUET----------24
TOTAL: >>>>>168

Is it bad? Only pass 2 subjects. So bad.

Finish my examination

I really don’t what feeling I have now……

Now I just finish my exam, I can feel that I really bad on my first Form 6 examination.

I no try before my english essay write 2 paragraph.

Last time, although the title is hard, I sure will write something and try to don’t leave it blank.

But now I really leave it blank.

After my MUET exam, I tell my classmates, all of them not believe I only write like that.

I also can’t believe I really do such things.

Before that, my classmates like plan how to cheat.

I really feel sad n disappointed when they said like that.

They still said no cheat is impossible.

First day is test PA (general paper), quite important subject just like Malay in SPM.

And also chemistry.

PA I die jor, no study at all, but luckily is multiple choice question and got graph helped me, if not dead again.

Second day is test mathematics and physics.

Both subject are my favourite, but I really not enough time to finish and some question really difficult.

My classmates ask me: “You know how to do? I saw you write non-stop?”

“ I don’t have enough time to do ah! Haiz.. ”

“ Har~ we still have time to sleep because don’t know how to do then better sleep.”

At that second day, I know one thing that really make me sad, that is why he really cheat.

If really don’t how to do the maths then leave blank, why want to cheat, and my friend also let him copy.

Now got one week holiday, I really need do my own note last time Form 5.

Physics, Chemistry, mathematics and my Pengajian Am general paper.

I really tired, I need a small nap, only one day, Sunday.

Then Monday start my study now.

Bee Siew woh, how can’t do it..(this from my friend Reachel Ng said)

Thanks my friends and teachers to support and full considence on me.