BAD MOOD IN WHOLE DAY!

Now I work at Restaurant MP.5 since from 17th of Disember until now!
I feel abit bore about my work.
Now I only hope that time can pass fast more than I think.
I want start my study,start drive my car, start a new life time, start everything in new!
That really make me feel bored when in work time.

Can I go out freely?
Can I go out play with friends everyday?
Can I make a journey out from Ipoh with my lover?
Can I...... Can I......

After i thinking all which I know that for me is impossible happen,
I started cry out without tears.
I feel that my lifestyle same as jail.
NO freedom, NO freedom and NO freedom!

I need freedom~~

I want do every things which I like without parent permission (not bad things).
But I already that really impossible happen on me!!!!!!!!

Haiz...
Sad~~~~~~