How many times I need to fail again?

Today morning I take undang test after my breakfast,

then register it and straight go in take the undang test.

I do it carefully and slowly with mind clearly and without any distrubing and noise...

I double checking all my question and answer!

But I'm don't have fully confidence all my answer is correct.

Lastly My time remain 2 minutes and 27seconds...

Lastly I press keputusan...

When I see my overall result...

At that time, I really can't believe with my eyes.

My feeling very sad...

My mood very down and down until my tears also come out....

After take undang test, back home, bath do housework then go work...

When I'm working, all staff which know me today take test asked me...

I said the truth to them....

They all ask me no study ah? Why fail again!!!!!!!

I keep listening their word which really hurt me!!!!

I cry out when I work time!!!

I really no mood to take test again...
I tell to my cousin book next month undang...

Then they all say only me in all cousin group,I take 4 times still fail the undang!

They all say me is can't concentrate on study because Im busy working..

They all want me stopped my work!!!

I really don't know what I want to do...

If I really stop my work, I need write a letter before one month resign!!!!!

If I stop now my salary will cut down!
I really don't know....

Many things keep distrubing my mind!!!!!

Sad!!!!!